Thursday, May 14, 2015





Year 3 Sem 2 was over, and that means I'm left with about 1 year of studies in my Uni life. I cannot stress how much I can't wait for this whole Uni shit is over. I know la, everybody thinks that if you dont go Uni, you don't get good degree, you won't get a good paying job. But going Uni, good and bad. I do enjoy my Uni life, Camps, Hall, Social Secretary, GLs, ACGLs. They were fun, but other than that, it's just being stress, being left out, being stupid comparing myself with others. And I hate it. Competitions over competitions, hypocrites and more hypocrites, I don't know, I can't bring myself to act like I like them, while others can, I don't know how. So I chose to be far away and being an outcast. But I don't like it either. So overall, I don't like to be in school.

I think if not for my hall friends, I think I wouldn't have like come to school or enjoy Uni that much. I mean, there are of course people who still make my life very fruitful, but just some people, maybe the minority I don't know, just some people. I really don't like to hang out with them. In any case, I'm glad most of my friends in hall are back from exchange in Sem 2. Hall life was much bearable with them around. But that means, less studying. Oh God. Such dilemma. So yes, overall for this 3 years, the fun level just goes down every year. LOL.

Whatever it is, I'm only left with one semester of studying next year, and then another semester of attachment and that's in. I can't wait to go out there and live life myself, earning my own money, paying my own bills and shit. Although I know people will find this thinking abit weird, like what for you want to start working, when you can still depend on your family while you are studying. I hate it. Because when I still depend on my family, I can't really do what I want. I need permission for this permission for that, my mom thinks if I don't start to earn my own living, I can't do anything I like. Ugh, what a thought. So, that's why, I can't wait to start earning my own living and pay off my debts.

The only thing I'm really looking forward to is my two months in Hong Kong!!!! Shriekssssss!!!! It's like a mini exchange program I'm going, and I'll be clearing 2 modules over there and so that means, lesser modules for my last studying sem, means less going to school. Hooray! Okay la, I'm being very negative, school is still fun and sort of a getaway from home. Okay back to Hong Kong. Yes, it will be my first ever solo trip there. And I'm still a bit scared cus it's my first time travelling alone. Though of course I hope I can still make nice friends over there! But yes, I CAN'T WAIT! And not to forget, Kahwei will be coming over to find me during the end of my studies, so yayness to a mini overseas trip together. Also, Daniel and Rayna will be coming over too. So I guess not that bad.

Yet again, I hope I will be daring enough to explore new places there. Many of you might think, aiya Hong Kong, nothing much one. You will get bored like after 1 month, no, after 1 week. Screw all of you who think that way. I want to experience it myself so I don't need you people to tell me how to feel about my own trip. It's my first ever trip, so I'm gonna enjoy myself anyways. Lalalala!

So that practically is all I wanna say here for now. Till I go Hong Kong, I might not be writing here anymore. HAHA. So I will try to update as much stuff as I can when I'm at Hong Kong! Probably keeping this place alive for a while, during my Hong Kong trip.

So see yaaaaa.





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