yea. after reading all tags. i really really feel much more better than yesterday. i was like so damn depress yesterday lahh. i keep tearing and tearing yesterday. dont know for what. i just cant bear to leave indra. chesna. eeching jasmine. crystal. karen. rachel. pingling. bigbaby. ahben. jeremy. ahben. gary. dance seniors. everybody i know.

i cant bear to leave my studies alone. i cant bear to leave FAITH THREE ONE alont. and geylang metho. my house. crystal's house. simei cc. tampines. BEDOK. bugis. uhhhhh. SINGAPORE ! i dont wanna leave. but yea. i shall pray hard. everyday i would ask. what can i do to change their mind and what can i do to actually be good. hmmmms. yea.

monday thursday friday saturday. DANCE ALL DAY. omg. wednesday and saturday. guzheng whole day. uhhhh. i am busy. but what for if i am really leaving. HMM. stop thinking negative stella. LOLS. okayokay. yea. left with tuesday. they wanna go zoo. i wanted to. but i tried asking my mom. I TOLD HER THE TRUTH. and there she go again. a money money hole siahh.

whatever. finally.