13th day `

hmmmms. its still long to 45 days. anyway. can people tell me when is school opening ?? 2nd or 3rd ?? cause from what i think its 3rd. but my mom said its 2nd. uhhhh. i dont know lahhs. forget it. hahas. so yeahh tell me. thanks.

din blog yesterday. was watching videos online. hahas. i am sick. i watched taiwanese shows. yeahh. stayed home yesterday. so din have anything to say. ad yeahh. yesterday is five months anniversary. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO YOU. and people. cheer for me. smiles. hmmps ?? today ?? hmmm. i am happy ! hahas. rebonded my hair. you know ?? this is one of the most happiest thing that has ever happen in my holidays lahh. okay. so i persuaded my mother into letting me to reborne my hair. am i clever OR am i clever ?? heehee. so yeahh. my hair doesnt sucks anymore. but i dont know what do all of you think lahh. since i havent meet you all nowadays.

speaking of NOT MEETING YOU ALL. i feel so darn left out. uhh. people are going out together. even eeching. haiii. i want go out also. i want meet jasmine. i want go out with her and laugh our ass out. i want go out with my crystal daughter. to watch shows. and laugh together. and siewjean chesna. i want go out with them to be hornehh together and of course youjin too. i want go out with everyone to gecl. so we can play cards and be crazy and wild. i just want to go out. you know ?? hmmm.

wait wait. since i cant go out. why dont you all come ?? i know its abit bad to ask you all come lahh. but is like i cant think of anything ler. come my house swim ? then play catching ? urghhh. i bet nobody wants lahh. and whats more. you all not free. all the gb stuffs. if can. then you all tell me alright. i shall be so welcome all of you to come. hahas. smiles i am good right. hahas. THE BBQ AT MY HOUSE IS CANCELLED ! CHANGED TO AMELIA'S HOUSE !

so anything else ?? hmmmm ?? yahh of course. nothing else. time for you. hehe. so what ?? you have to add me back a testi. and come back as soon as you can. and also let me see you online. i want see you. I WANT SEE YOU BADLY CANS. long time never see you. i almost forgot how you look like man. wished to talk to you. really. as in talk on phone. i want hear your voice badly. i dont want to imagine you there beside me le. i want you to be really beside me. i dont want to imagine your voice in my ears. i want you really talk to me into the ears. i dont want to imagine you. i dont want imaginations. I WANT REAL LIFE ! uhhh. forget it. i have to wait FOR ANOTHER MONTH. i cant belive it. why must it be always me. i waited one month for your answer. i waited three days when you were at malaysia. i waited 45 days when you are at indo. i dont wanna wait. neither do i want you to wait. i want to be together. fuckk.