My favourite Superman

Hi guyssssssss. Okay, I'm speaking to a non-existing crowd. Ha. Finally, year 2 sem 1 is overrrrr. Studying had become a serious chore. I don't know why. Same old thing, I haven't found that motivation I had two years ago during the JC times. Now, I just want to enjoy my precious short holidays. Haha. First holiday period with this retard boy and hopefully we can spend it well and fruitful. Planned a staycation and I can't wait already!

Ofcus, all the best for your FYP preparation and all. You need to hang in there. Its tough, but you know somehow you need to complete it. So just do your best. You know I will be around to support you. :D And at the same time, look forward to all our holiday activities okay. I'm really looking forward to our first holiday spent together. Love!

Speaking of holidays, I don't know whether to feel excited because this means I need to start getting busy with hall commitments. Sometimes, I really did regret abit. I'm scared of all these commitments because I don't know whether I can make the best out of it. I'm not confident of bringing out the best events for my hall. I can try, but I'm not at all confident. I'm afraid of the stress, afraid of the the criticism. I don't know how people can help me out with this, cus I have no idea how to help myself either. I just hope it will turn out smoothly and sem 2 to be over just as fast. I'm afraid that once I'm stress, I forgot how to have fun. All my bad mood will start appearing and everything will turn out bad. I'm just scared. Sigh.

Complaining and whining here doesn't help much. Its just shows that I'm running away from my responsibilities. I know I've chosen this path and that means I need to finish walking this path, no matter how hard it is. I just need to push on and believe that I can. Cross my fingersssssss. :/