The innocent lives they are having.

Okay, there are way toooooo many photos about Cambodia and I'm too lazy to cope them from Facebook, so, I'm just gna have group photos! HAHA. Looking and browsing through all the photos make me feel that I should go back there to live my life easily. Just school, lunch, nap, school, break, dinner, sleep. That's what they do. So simple and routined. Coming back to Sg is just stress and complications, reality and superficiality. The people there are happy with what they have, they thank their God for things that are given to them. They felt attached to people who came from Sg. To them, most people come and go, they won't stay long to be with them, but they still happily accept that fact. 

Many of them cried when we left. I don't know what to feel. To them, I think we are doing a bad job. Going there, played and taught them, be emotionally attached to them, but after two weeks, we are leaving them there. They are gna remember us becus of the experience we gave them. But us, some of us would most probably forget how they look like after awhile due to our busy schedules and stuff. I think it's so unhealthy for them, but I can't do shit about it. :/

But whatever it is, in this two weeks of OCIP, I feel for them alot. Other than that, I really did enjoyed myself. I thank You for giving me the chance to go over. I never regret going on this trip despite having last minute dilemma. I really did had fun, with the Hall people, with building, and with girl's pride. HAHA.

I really like this photo, hahahaha. I'm feeding the cow. So farmgirl.

Got back results and I guess, for the mood I had during exam period, I think I did well enough. Improved my GPA by 0.05. Haha, I hope I can do better next sem. With the mindset of not getting myself hurt during that exam period again... Lesson learnt.

To me, this whole thing is wonderful yet hurting at the same time. You gave me those heartbeats, those red face, those excitements, and I guess I will never feel all that again. I want to learn to love the person I loved. But the chances to love you are so shortlived and I feel that it's kinda pity. Places we never went, people we never meet, we missed it. Actually, I don't know what to say already, probably it just got numb. I guess, I'm just gna lock you back and probably move on to something new. Thank you for the time you had for me, the things you do for me, the money you spent on me, the retarded moments you shared with me, the star gazing and late night talking we had (oh, definitely miss that), and all other wonderful moment we had together. Yes, I want to move on. So that one day, we can still actually be friends and talk like how we used to.