I promise not to go away

Recess week ended and there's officially 7 weeks left till the end of the semester. Can't waittttttttt! The thought of having not to study. HAHA. Okay, that's bad. I still have like 3 more years to go. :/ Nevertheless, 3 mid terms down and I should say, I'm not putting as much effort as before already. This need reflections.

Actually, everything in my life now need reflections. Happened to chance upon this video on Fb and I thought that it was quite meaningful. In our everyday life, there bound to be somebody whom you took for granted. You know that they will be there no matter what. They will kinda take care of your everyday life and whatever you expected, they will do it for you. But, you show no appreciation whatsoever and even find them a nuisance. Until one day, when they are gone, you notice the changes and you realise, they will never come back to you again. I just feel like, I really can't imagine when someone is gone from my life, especially my Mom, Aunt and Brother. They are like my examples of people I took granted of. Like I know they will be there whenever I go home, know they will always be the one who will help me when I needed the help. I should probably just stay home more often, Idk. 

Besides that, I'm behaving very shitty to people nowadays. I should just cheer up. 

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义

我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心