Happy Thursday. It's 1.30 am at night and my nose is running away from me. Mucus flowing like free flow soft drinks. Lyvia is sleeping soundly while watching her lecture recording. It was a retarded scene cus I'm like hearing her lectures for while she...sleep. LOL. Okayyyy. I think I'm quite unhealthy. I always get sinus in the morning and once every say two - three months, I will get flu. And I don't shit every day. Does sound a bit unhealthy huh. Well.. Atleast I'm keeping my promise to run. HAHA.

Contemplating whether to go to school tomorrow. But if I don't. What am I suppose to do. But but... I'm sick right. Okay fine, let's just hope my nose heals tomorrow. And I shall go to school. Don't really like the thought of watching lect recordings. Oh. was randomly reading my past blog post about the past (of course) and I feel... stupid. Looking back at me last time was, omg. Was that really me. HAHA. What the shit man. I should start deleting my archives. I think everytime I read back I will just judge myself ten times more.

Ohwells. I guess that was the past already and I'm glad (really so so so glad) that I grew out of them and past that annoying phase. I can't take myself. Damn buay tahan. Too childish already, ignorant to be harsh. Haha. But come to think of it, I should be glad it did happened and at least I learnt things from it, making me a better person (than last time). I was.. in love, out of love, had good friends, had failed friendships, had bad relationships with my mom, thinking she is too damn strict. And all that experience actually taught me to be a better lover, better friend, better daughter and perhaps, a better girl... I hope. (:

So, its the past la. I guess, I should be looking forward to all the wonderful things that's gonna happen in the future. Really wonderful things. And yes. I'm talking about you. HAHA. Thanks for brightening me up ever since I have you. (: