Having some thoughts in the night. It was supposed to be the predicted end of world yesterday. I kinda feel, will it be better if I can die and restart my whole life again. I want to like start afresh and undo all the shit stuff I thought that was screwed in my now-life. 20 years in the world, and I don't think I have done anything good or anything that make people feel proud of me. There are so many people out there with great passion, be it photography, dancing, sports or anything. But me, I felt... I'm like a normal girl, leading normal life, nothing inspiring.

Just what if, I was born differently. Same family, same siblings, same culture, just a bit more different. What if?