Happy Mooncake Festivalllllll! :D

Recess week has just passed by swiftly. Nothing's done. Except for some minimum work here and there. Didn't bother revising anything this week and it sucks to be me. I hope I can be more hardworking. But I know every time I said this, a part of me just scolded myself. I think I might as well just quit school and stop wasting my parents' money. -.- I want to motivate myself. I really want. I see everyone doing their best, but I'm not. Why is this so. I guess I secretly gave up. I need my JC peeps to be with me so that I could study my best. I think this is it. Without them, I have no motivation at all. But I know this is just an excuse. I know I can do it myself. But I think I kinda need them... abit. I'm like so lonely here. Tsk.

Yknow. Since don't know when, I've grown to like you even more. I think this is frigging ridiculous because I admit, I don't know you well enough. I know you can't be the type I'm looking for. But, as every day passed by, with us talking on and off-ly, I find myself starting to think of every details about you. Has anyone ever told you that you have quite a pair of nice eyes. This probably sounds damn cliche la. But, I start to stare I think. I guessed we would never happen, but I hope it will, for that tiny tinge of hope. I really wish for something. This is disgusting. I wouldn't thought I'd ever say this. I just so wished you'd know. One day.

Friends. Please don't judge me. Serious. Okay shit, I'm judging myself.