HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNECHENG! :D

Okay, it's quite retarded cus don't really have much photos of him. But basically, we celebrated this guy's birthday at Botanic Garden, had Food for Thought and I really don't mind going eat there again. (:

 HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYBODY!! :D

 When I used to feel nothing at all.

It's after midnight, and emotions just start flowing in. It's sad how I remember when we used to be close. And now, I realised it was all fake. The moment when I'm alone, I really start to think. Since when has our conversation become so dull. Is not like as if we ran out of things to talk. And its not like we are awkward about each other. But somehow, we are not talking anymore and it really bothers me a lot. So people told me, he revealed his true colours. But what are they? I guess I don't know you at all. So why did you do the things you did? Or really its because I'm the one who thinks too much. But hey, you did your part. That's why I start thinking right?

Sigh. I guess I shouldn't even come back to reality. I should just continue being crazy about kpop + Sungmin because they don't let me down. Yes. I should. And of course. the worst thing at most. I just have to be that girl who went through Alevels all over again. Mugger mode on permanently yes? That should be good. And on top of that, take a closer look at my Mom.

She aged. As I grow up to become a Uni student. She grows old as well. She have this heavy burden on her, my family and my father. Always working her ass off at home, making her seem so frail each time I come home in the weekend. Some Moms don't cook everyday at home. But she does. Becus, no matter what, she will always feel that home-cooked meals are better. She is always complaining about her legs/hands. I care for her so much, I don't know how to show it. Whats the point of writing this here? Is to really remind me time after time, my Mom is and will be the best woman in the world. 

Thanks to this cute little baby Kaylee, I guess my Mom's life become more colourful. Hehe. She's just so adorable nowwwww! *Pinches cheeeek*

I 

When all that you tried,
leaves nothing but Holes inside.
It seems like you're wired,
To stay here held in time.

Cause nothing seems to change, oh no.
No nothing's gonna change, at all.
I can see it in your face,
The hope has gone away.

If you hold tight, shadows will be lost in the light.
Cause sometimes, fate and your dreams will collide.
So don't walk away, from me.
Don't walk away, from me.
Don't walk away, from me.

But everything will be okay,
I know that it's so easy to say.
But the pain inside will fade,
Please tell me that you'll stay.