Just smile

Kinda feel emotional becus of money now. I'm still broke. My holidays are coming to an end and I can't believe I am still so fucking broke. Seriously. I'm judging myself badly. I din really party a lot, I don't eat expensive food when I go out, I merely shop ONE day. But just why my money disappear so damn quickly. -.- What's wrong with me. I need money but I can't bring myself to be hardworking to work my ass off. I am just waiting for work next week and probably the Mediacorp one soon. I hate myself badly now. 

On top of that, I have been becoming really lazy. Did I mention this a lot in my blog? Haha. Have been waking up in the noon and the whole day I just don't feel like moving already. It's a bad thing. Uni is starting soon and I really need to train myself to wake up early. (According to Hannah) I totally need a laptop soon too. 

OHOHOH. I didn't mention this! I bought SS2 Concert DVD for only 6 bucks. I am so so so excited. Okay. It's not like really expensive stuff so I don't feel guilty buying it. Can't seem to find the 1st concert DVD anywhere. Sigh. Wna get the 3rd one soon. Okay. Fine, I shouldn't be spending on this. But it's Super Junior......x)