The celebration~

Stayed home for the third day, still having a swollen mouth. Can't take any solid food at all. Don't know what will happen to me really. I don't even think I can heal even after one week of rest. While I am staying at home, my mom still expect me to do the chores. My Dad still needs help every now and then. But I really feel damn weak to do anything, but I can't even complain to my mom because I'd feel guilty to tell her to do it. But what the heck, I really need rest. I just scared I won't be able to fully recover by next week. I don't want a swollen mouth. If I am well and energized, I don't mind doing anything really. But now.... Can I just don't do anything.

I want to cry, I really want to cry.