Woohoo. Haven't been blogging for months. Feeling incredibly sorry. Wanted to update about my life. Making it more exiting in the blog. But regrettably I think my life haven't been very wonderful. Feeling very very scared for Midyr. Trying very very hard to study. But I'm still lacking of confidence. I kept having this mindset that everything will go to a waste during the exams. Sigh. I really really wna do well. ):

Currently feeling a little bit lonely.Just feeling a lil crappish now. Don't like when friends (a minor few) talk to me just becus they want something. It's like what do you take me for. When I thought you were just nice and being friends. But I realise you were just using me to know more about other person. And when you don't need it, you don't talk to me anymore. It's damn wtf really. -.- I tried talking to you for quite afew times, and you just pms me. I really don't like to the maximum. You don't even call us for meet up and you expect us to call you. Idk what had gotten into you. I very much want this friendship. But since you're not trying. Then that's not friendship alr. Friendship is about laughter and giving in sometimes, trying to be the friendlier one, the helpful one. But you're none of those. Ohwellllllls. I'm sorry. Just saying. Don't assume if you don't know me well to know who I'm talking about. If this post irritates any of you, I'm truly sorry. It's my blog (:

Ahhhh. I'm lacking of life. Lacking of music. Lacking of music. Lacking of fun in my life now. One more thing, NO MONEY!!!! ): I wna straighten my hair, I wna buy new shoes, I wna watch movie, I wna buy birthday gift. But it all can't come true cus I'm seriously using up money like some money-sucker or something. Damn irritated. Oh, I wna get iPhone white when my plan ends. But apparently, my beloved brotherrrr doesn't allow me to get iPhone. Cus he thinks it's for business people. -.- Hello, there are apps for people like us. Tsk! Damn it. I really wna pay for my own handphone bill no seriously. But yet again. MONEY. ):

Sigh, enough of ranting. Must try to stop using the computer. But I'm kind of giving myself a break now. (: Cus tmrw is the weeeeeekend!