Nanyang JC open house!!I cannot stress how busy school life is now. Test and test coming up and I really feel so tired everyday. Like mega tired. I'm always feeling dead the moment I reach home and hence, I won't be doing my school work but just sleep my night away. Have been sleeping very very early like 10plus 11 kind. Is it good or bad huh?
Next, have decided to give myself a rest from floorball. As in permanent rest I mean. I thought I alr decided and I'd not feel so stressed after quitting. But I realise, I feel quite ): Like, they had alr been part of me. I see them every time in school and they never fail to put a smile on my face. The things they did, the time we shared after training. I kind of miss it. And now, when I see them in school, I feel so awkward and different. It's like, we no longer have the connection alr. I don't like this. Why am I being such a loser, giving up when competition is nearing and not wanting to play a part. I'm such a let down. I'm sorry.
The feeling of being in school is getting better. Not becus of the work, but the people I'm with. And the food and oreo chocolate. I'm slowly getting the hang of it. Also, the motivation to start doing my revision proper is coming back too. I like this. But somehow, I feel that it will still be the same like last year. No matter how hard I try to study and revise, I won't get the result I deserve. I think I'm stupid. So, I really really wna work doubly hard.
PS. There's so much I'm worrying about.
Next, have decided to give myself a rest from floorball. As in permanent rest I mean. I thought I alr decided and I'd not feel so stressed after quitting. But I realise, I feel quite ): Like, they had alr been part of me. I see them every time in school and they never fail to put a smile on my face. The things they did, the time we shared after training. I kind of miss it. And now, when I see them in school, I feel so awkward and different. It's like, we no longer have the connection alr. I don't like this. Why am I being such a loser, giving up when competition is nearing and not wanting to play a part. I'm such a let down. I'm sorry.
The feeling of being in school is getting better. Not becus of the work, but the people I'm with. And the food and oreo chocolate. I'm slowly getting the hang of it. Also, the motivation to start doing my revision proper is coming back too. I like this. But somehow, I feel that it will still be the same like last year. No matter how hard I try to study and revise, I won't get the result I deserve. I think I'm stupid. So, I really really wna work doubly hard.
PS. There's so much I'm worrying about.
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