Sincerely hope, This will never change.

Holidays are on their way. I still don't feel the life I want yet. Or maybe, I would never feel it in this coming holidays. I'm looking forward to the night when I can sleep. That is all. All I'm doing now is just stoning in front of the laptop screen. Feeling like a couch potato. I don't even have the will to do anything. Okay, maybe I kind of look forward to working. But everybody else are gone. I'm so afraid to be alone while working. Heh.

I was wondering. When will I have the mood to do my holiday assignments. There are Math tutorial, Chem tutorial and the damn Econ shit. I don't see the light coming. ):

Everyone is flying off. Okay. I mean not literally. But they are all going overseas. Esmond has left to China. Nat has left to Malaysia. Then Xinjie, Junjie and Eric will be going for ISLE trip. Angel going Egypt! Sherm going Thai. This is bad. I wna go overseas and have fun too. Atleast, let me get away with reality for now.

Guess what. When will they ever notice.