Saturday, July 05, 2008

You'll always be my Baby

Im telling you now, I am NOT gng to Obs anymore. All thanks to my Beloved brother. He said it was too dangerous, I might die there. He said Im not suppose to go under water & he said Singapore is not as safe as how I thought it was. Zz, So there goes my five-day camp & ponning a week's class. Thats stupidly horrible okkk, imagine on that day, I had to go schl & see all my Pecs friends board the stupid bus & Im left alone in schl. & Karen & Honey will be gng their National camp on the same day as us. Therefore, Im stupidly left alone in the stupid classroom & had to attend all the stupid lessons on all five days. Omg, I really wn to cry.
Went schl for Pec meeting & Obs training. I was wondering, I shouldnt have went. You kno how hard was it to tell Mrkang that I cant go? I cant control myself either. Anw, the training was bloody hell. We did runs, man's pushups (whish I simply cant do), some manly strechings. So tiring after that, I kno I would have died there.
After the training, Mrkang told me that he would try & call my Brother & convince him that Obs is absolutely safe. Mrkan said these 'He din go for NS lah, thats why he doesnt kno how safe it is' Ugh, so totally true. So, Wish me luck, I kno I said I wasnt looking forward to it, Bt I rlly wish to go, just for the experience that I cn get once in a lifetime. TT

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