Labour Day. Holiday. Wth, Im like so fcuking bored now. Was studying Physics & done. Im at my cousin's hse now cus her parents were off to America & noone's with her. So stayed over at her house. Although her house seems fun bt theres really nothing to do. Wna play, no mood. Wna study, no mood. Everything also no mood. Wth. Will be having Chinese Oral tmrw. Damn retarded, dont understand why must it be after schl. Why cant it be in schl hours, cn skip lesson leh. -.-
Anw, you think that theres absolutely no problems with us now. Dont you see, cant you just use yur heart & feel, theres just too many sadness around us. You just carry on with yur life & leaving me alone to think & get stress with all the problems. You just dont try to understand me, you never try. Youre not even trying to change the way you are towards me. Bcus of you, I was crying almost everyday in my life now. Bcus of you, I have to fake smile whenever Im with you to make you happy. Bcus of you, I give up on whats better. Just, cant you pls stop yur life now & turn back to take a look at me. Take a look at how depress I am & take a look at what mess I've done to myself. Now, what a really wn is you to wipe away my tears & you to be here when I need you & you to be the one hugging me. I cant take all these anymore.
P.S. Happy Anniversary.
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