The thing That i needed

Hellos! I am like so bored at home today, everyone's not at home. All went out, Mom went for the clinic, Bro went work, Bro went school && aunt dontkno early in the morning went where. So left with me & Father's at home, was watching dvds when halfway my Father wants to go to the loo. Like what the hell luhhh! Im not that strong to bring him to the toilet, bt he seems to be angry at any time, so I had no choice bt to bring him in myself. TT

Im so helpless lah, nobody was at home. Note NOBODY! So bring him there, & when he finishes i make him seat at the toilet bowl for a minute. Next, I realise both of us cant stand up. I tried calling Mom, bt she just refuse to answer my phone. So no other choice, ran to my cousin who was also my neighbour for help. Although everything was normal, bt helping my Father to wear shorts & put on pampers is damnnn fcking hard lah cn. Hes so heavy & im like much more smaller size then he is! Imagine that time my cousins werent at home, How am I gna bring him back to the bed lah. What the, they shouldnt just leave me at hom alone luh. Tsk!

Schl's starting like NEXT WEEK? Omg, dontkno how to face it man. Bt Im gng schl tmrw for last dance practice of the yr. Like lame?! My shoulder's hurting again! Like fuckkkk lah can, Ive only been using it for 45Mins! Omwtfg!