havent finished my homework yet. LOLS ! whatever. chionged my drama to the last episode. alright. gonna catch the last episode later one after this entry. went for a haircut at tokyo there. yea. rebonded my fringe. its like so damn hell SHORT ! ahhhh. screw you. but i can say that they have good work. i dont know why. i just think that there is good. LOLS ! alright alright. anyway thanks ahsun for peiing me. NOONE IS FREE TO PEI ME ALRIGHT. lolols ! (:

i tried my best to make you happy. tried my hard to fulfil your wish. i was so happy when youre back. but when youre back. all you care is go play. all you care is him. youre not gay siah. i did so many things for you. i pon dance for you. i take my phone with me though my elder brother is at home just to sms you and to see what you sms me. i said sorry to you when its not fully my fault. i did so much. but what i have in return is your negletion, you not replying my message, even if you did reply, its just a yes or no answer. i cant bear to break up with you. cause i love you so deeeply. even deeper than the previous stead. when youre back, you din even say youre happy that we can see each other again. i was going mad with happiness when youre back. but why ? why cant you be the guy i used to know ? why cant you be the guy before we are together ? youre so nice then. sometimes, i really hate you for appearing in my dreams. or appearing in this school. i hate you for causing me to fall in love with you. i hate you for making me gave up my previous relationship. i hate you for making me so emo, so sad, so depress and moody. but all these is just faked feelings. if i say i am not sad,but happy, or when i say i dont need you, i dont miss you, i dont care about you, its all a lie. i am really sad, and i need you, i miss you, i care for you. why dont you understand me, care more about me, spare a thought for me. now, i hardly called you as laogong, i cant seem to blurt out 'i love you' to you again.