booohoos. din blog for quite some time. one word BOOOOOORING. holiday is booring booring booring. ahhhh. whatever. theres nothing to do at home. and i am locked at home. what the hell.

friday ? went hospital with my mom together with my father too for his once a week physio theraphy. yea. and went ntuc. guess what ? i bought chocolates again. what the hell. i am goona be fat FAT ! stupid. bought two cadburry. two hersheys. two milo bar. and endes chocolate. or whatever you call it. bought two packets of twisties and one big packet of famous amos. OMG ! i am growing horizontally luh. how could i maintai my weight man. whats more. i still have to dance. ahhhh. bullshit. went back home. and felt rather rather rather emo. teared for hanf an hour. fuck ~

today ? was suppose to go for the class gathering. but ifucking cant go. cause my elder brother doesnt allow. wtf ! anyway. onlined in the morning. and was stucked by three HORNY people who kept on telling me horny stuffs. bahhhh ! they are just HORNEY ! but whatever. i still have fun talking with him. and i think we have no more quarrells already. aww isnt that nice ? ahhahas. of course. yea. went meet ahsun and co. at around 2 plus. they were so lame ! kept laughing like the hell. and THANKS AHSUN for lompang`ing me here and there. aww. i felt guilty alright. i am so heavy. whats more he lomapang me to my house. omg. sorrrry ! still THANKS. (:

i begin to hate crying. ahhh. why cant this world be the most perfect one ? ahh. like what cw says. the sky is blue with white marsmallow-like clouds. and the land is greeen with hilly places. and the water is blue with dolphins. awww. what a nice world ! i want it. not like now. anyways. GREAT. welcome to my life.

i love him still. so much. and i miss him like damn hell. i wish you were here.