TODAY WAS FUCKING GAY !

i dont wanna elaborate the gayness of today. just hate today. dont ask me. ughhh.

anyways. forget about the gayness. LOLS ! during dance. was having this really tough practise for arts nite. he made us run here and there. LOLS ! and he just rush here and there. without even correcting our moves. hai. but what can we do siah ? we have to practise that dance in one month. ugh. i am dying of tiredness. eeching hurt her toe. i had a blue black. sadddd. and we have to go back for MORE practise. omg. scare me to death. dont even mention it infront of me.

NOTE THIS !

NOT all boys are flirt , and can just forget things just like that. if they have the intention to last long. they will have the power to do it.

thats noted from someone. diao. i am being so lame. anycase. treat it as whatever you wanna treat it as. a good or bad one. LOLS ! ahhhh. whatever. anyways. girls does want to last long for their relationship. just that. we are afraid we cant. and we cant trust forever. saddddddddd

<333you. but do you understand ? i dont know how to understand you. cause you always say things that are maybe kidding or what. i dont want kidding. i want serious. now all i can ever wish for is that your short words like LOVE MUAH HUG. but have you ever think of what i really want ? i want to be with you. even to the most booring place i have ever went. with you there. i dont find it boring. even if i have nothing to do. i will still busy myself just staring at you. i really hope ... hope ...