er lame ! everyday blog like what siah. also noone will read. LOLS ! lame. anyways. currently noone online. i mean. laogong's not online. crystal auditioning. DIAO ! and indra's not online too. karen also. jasmine's online. but BET shes talking to her dear luh. AHAHAHAHAHAS. lamelame !

today ?? hms. NO MATHS ! omg ! how can this be. i want maths luh. is like tomorrow also no maths. so have to wait till wednesday to get back test paper. AHAHAHAS. my one and only paper that win jeremy. LOLS ! he won me science. literature. geog and word power. DIAO ! stupid him. so clever for the what man. ahahas. lame.

had DNT. i suddenly like it alot. i mean the sawing of wood part luh. dont like it when sen keep asking us to gather. so damn the ass man ! STUPID ! irritating luh. like what the man. had recess then english. OMG. shirin was really very angry this time. she made people stand. she shouted to the class. she scolded camilia. andand ! eeching was being really rebellious. LOLS ! so lame. camillia pointed middle finger at her. and she had to do like FOUR HOURS DETENTION. lols. thats MORE lame.

next was literature. made notes. i know i am guai. AHAHAHAS. had chinese then SCHOOL'S OVER. lololols ! i am so lame. no dance. went mac. and STUDIED ! i mean not really study luh. just help people do corrections all these. and did DNT test paper. i did it and the first question was quite long. karen told me kevin wrote ONE WHOLE PAGE. omfg. hes sick ! went library and did some. went home after that. LAME !

i am really really sick of being controlled ! i hate it. i just wanna like BURST DOWN AND CRY ! is like you all had been confiscating my phone for like two months. and you all still did not get sick of it. THATS LIKE BAICHI LAH ! i dont want you all to keep asking me when i come back. STRESSED YOU KNOW !? i want to have like a very very sweet home. now i can tell you that I HATE MY HOME. i treat it like a place where only comp and tv and bed exist. a place for me to use comp watch tv eat and sleep. thats all. i dont smile at home. i dont joke with you all at home. i donf laugh like i use to at home. i dont be lame like i did in school at home. I JUST SIT AND MOURN. fuck ! i hate this. i wanna just leave.

though you always make me feel left out. but i dont know why. i just cant seem to get angry with you. cant seem to hate you. youre just too nice to be hated. <33laogong