i wanna grow up. i wanna grow up being a girl who knows how to cook, bake, and do things that a girl should know. i wanna grow up being a gynaeologist too. i wanna grow having good grades. and can have an oppurtunity to study university oversea. i wanna grow up having a warm family and also kids. i really wanna achieve all this.

i dont wanna grow up becoming some idiots who does not have jobs or family or even degree.

i wanted to try hard to achieve all that. but i dont know if i can with my bad science results like this. i wanna be like all my cousins. having to study oversea. and becoming a doctor or some specialist. my cousin wanted to be doctor. so he is working hard now i supose. his girlfriend wanted to be a dentist. my oldest cousin wanted to be a physiatric or whatever it is called. she can cook and bake cookies and sew bears.

so i also wanna be like them. trying very very hard now. but the question is. CAN I ?? and DO I HAVE THE CHANCE ??