dont. DONT ASK ME ANYTHING ALRIGHT. i am sating everything here. monday. a very cheerful day for me cause i went to school feeling happy. then i went to dance room to do basics and all that. and off we went to BUS dont know where to have our syf rehearsals. they fucking dont let us in cause they said that it stated very clearly that WE CANT SHARE THE TWO HOURS WE BOOKED. okay fine. its over. we went there just to sit on some confy carpet and taking pictures and being lame. SMILES.

went back to school. dont want to have home econs test. so we gave a reason that we wanna stay in dance room to practice. but of course WE DIN. after indra they all released. we went to library. sitting at the corner talking. and went to mac eat ice cream. met karen and crystal down there. afterd. we went to 108. watch them play basketball. i know its lame. BLAHS. went back to mac and find crystal and co. went home. SOTRY STARTS. DONT BLINK YOUR EYES.

on the way home. my elder brother caught me redhanded walking with indra. FUCKO. then he called and ask me to watch out when i reach home. reach home. the things he did.
. told me to give him my handphone. and i had no chance to delete messages. fucko.
. he told me to bath. eat and do homework.
. he asked to his room.
. he told me to write down my time table for the week. like monday to friday. what time i come home or whatever.
. he told me to write down my project group people's name cause i lied to him that i went to buy project stuffs at geylang east. fucko.
. he told me to ask shirin whether he could meet him on friday. i din. cause i think its a waste of time. i dont know what will he do to. fucko.
. he asked me to take out all my socks. eg. coloured and school. he want me to wear them.
. he tell me to only bring 10dollars to school only. i only have 20dollars per week. FUCKO AGAIN.
. he talked to me and made me cry.
. he asked me to go back do my homework.

i was alone in the room. crying of course. he dont let me stays back in school. he want me to like come home straight after school. i cant tell him anything last minute. cause he wont believe me or he will tell the teacher or whoever it is concern with to talk to him. blahs. he came in the room and comfort me say what. I FINISHED SCOLDING. DONT CRY LE. and he hugged me. wtf ??! i seriously dont know to hate him or like him.

i just dont like here.

today. went to school with a low mood. LIKE DUH. saw crystal and eeching. i saw eeching and my mood rises. she made me laugh. the first thing i did is laugh when i talk to her. LOLS. in class. jeremy said that my steps are big. just like AFTER SEX. fuck him lahh. he said i fucked before. i dont know why they can just crack this stupid jokes. I JUST MENTION IN MY PREVIOUS POST THAT MY AUNT SAID I WORKED AT GEYLANG. and now he go telling me that I FUCKED BEFORE. i really hate him then. its insulting. no offence though.

i suddenly miss you alot. really. i want to be with you. i want see you every now and then.

ps. i wont be having my phone after school.