ahh ! shit the mother. dont talk to me about vdays. I AM GROUNDED and i cant celebrate. i am irritated.

i want to be with indra on vday. but i cant. i really wish to.

okay. so yesterday i din blog. went to dance and went for guzheng afterd went to crystal's house and gave her her pressie. SO I AM TE FIRST ONE. hohoho. i din get to buy vday present cause i am broke. sorry indra. LOLS. yeah. and when i got home from the funeral last night. my aunt told me that indra kept smsing me. so she saw and delete the message. *wapiang* she fuckign delete the message ! even my brother reads it and dont delete it. she just delete it. she said YOU STILL DATING WITH INDRA AHH ? WHY HE KEEP SMSING YOU. oh please. then if crystal keep smsing with me. means i dated with crystal lahh. even friends also can sms one right ? and somemore. i have three smsed that day. two from indra. one from edward. she deleted indra's one. and din delete edward's one. fuck lah. damn dulan with her lahh.

they is like DONT LET ME TALK TO HIM ON PHONE. DONT LET ME GO OUT WITH HIM AFTER SCHOOL. DONT LET ME SMSED WITH HIM. then now. DONT LET ME SEE HIS SMS. what the fuck lahh.