erm. today ? not much. went to country clug for golf lesson. quite fun you know ? lols. fun is BECAUSE faith oneone went with faith onefour and hope oneone. lols. hahas. you SAW the word onefour ? LOLS ! i am abit siao today. so dont really care about me. hahas. so having a fun time there with karen eeching. LOL ~ eeching not human lar. she can hit like SO FAR ! me can hit. BUT cant fly ! lols. nevermind if you dont know what i talking about. karen and ec and the boys know can liao. hahas. anyone teach me ? hais. nevermind. karen arh ? saw your name ? lols. try harder. dhorts. hahas.

so after school. LOTS OF EFFING THINGS HAPPEN ? i know. yeahh. no one is to comfort me. i dont know what happen ? i think and think and think. i just cant get anything right. sian lor. i dont want you to ignore me. thats all. if you want look at me into the eyes. JUST LOOK. dont try to deceive yourself or whatever. why must be when i went down the bus and back face you then you CAN and WILLING to just turn and look at me. on the bus. we act as if we are like stragers. serious. i want you just to take a look A LOOK at me. i din want you to be like that. i dont know that kind of you. REALLY. you said you din know why you are anry with me. okay. so i too dont know why. but i know that i make you pissed off. you just went home like that.

yepp. i need to say this. i seriously cant take it anymore and i need to say this. i dont want you to blame my friends when it is the thing between us. when we cant be together. you just like think its my friends fault. its ours. cause is like its our own fault that we do not have our own time with our friend. ahh. nevermind. i just want you to know. i also want to be with my friends. i need you too. and i also hope you can like sacrifice ? erm. i dont know. just tag along ? with us. its like PERFECTLY NORMAL. my friends wont do anything to you. they wont like at you up or something. so whats wrong. ( honey. i am not scolding you or blaming you or whatever you think it is. i just want to say out this. i dont want keep it there anymore. sorry if you are sad. )

yeahh. i cried. really cried. you know ? you had secretly became the one that i will cry for and yearn for. and not wish to be apart with. you had become the PERSON. i just need you in my life and everything will be happy. i need you to be the one who can make me happy. i need you to be the one who can comfort me when i am sad or when i feel lousy. i just need you. today. you really stab me in the heart. i din think it will hurt , but the scar grew deeper and i finally let off my tears. i din want it to be this way. now. i can only buy plasters to just mend the scars. but guess what ? the blood overflowed and cover the pasters. tell you what ? only uou can mend it. sew it with your love and concern and understanding.