hmm. was thinking about this matter for quite afew times le. dont know whats the conclusion le lar. they wont read this anyway. yar. after like 5 months of breaking my first relationship in this school. those people really like walk away from me ? erm. they use to be very nice and kind to me. they talk to me they play with me. but ever since the breaking. they dont talk to me. they dont laugh or joke with me ANYMORE ? dont know whats going on lar. but i really did feel sad. i wanted to be like before. with all of you together. and we will spend all our times together after school. those are really happy memories. but really. JUST after the break. we really like no other things to talk le. one day can like DONT TALK. lols. its sadding can ? some are still good. we keep in contacts. and went out together. but after the june holidyas. i dont know why again. they just vanished into thin air. i cant hang out with you all anymore. just cant. whenever i try to talk to you all. you all will think that what i said is always wrong and will try to make my dignity down. lols. so i took the choice to like. DONT TALK ? hais. what have the world began. i really wish everything will be back to normal again. with all of you to have fun with. yar. and found out another thing too. our class boys never hang out with faith1-4 boys anymore lar. they used to play together laugh together go home together. but dont know ever since when then they started to like never hang out liao. so its like sad lar. but dont know about them lar. their business anyway. if i try to make things out. i will in the end get scolded. lols. so today ?? hahas. nothing lar. as usual have normal school day. hahas. afetr school have PE capts pft. waa. tiring man. okkay lar. but i can tell ALL OF YOU one thing. i will get bronze for pft. hahas. hmm. bad right ? but i just cant strive for gold. its hard lar. lols. so went home with eeching and him. dont know why lar. i keep laughing like mad lor. cause eeching was trying to act blind. so its funny ? hahas. okkay. nothing much about today. i have another weird weird feeling. i still remember then. really. serious still dont know how i feel about then. lols. dont think too much guys. just my problem. will get over it sometime. hahas. hmm. if to compare. then is better. past is always better then future. hahas. seriously lar. hahas. but i dont want think too much also. have what i want le. so thats already like GOOD ? yar. so i wont like tried to get more. hahas. love you lots. muacks.