heyys. come online nothing to do. so appeared offline. hahas. yepp. yesterday recive the worlds shocking news and the worlds saddest news. started and ended again. i cant possibly share something with another person. especiall THAT thing. wait is not the best solution of all. but i dont know why i am willing to wait. ussually i will just give up and find another one. but dont know why now i am willing to wait even if it means waiting for a thousand years. lol. hahas. i can bear to end even though i got it. but after all i will still be sad when that day comes. so might as well carry on. hahas. yepp. so it ended again lar. does it mean alot thing to me.?? maybe yes. but do i mean alot to it.?? i dont know. it seems dont like me.